Saturday, March 3, 2012

A lot on my mind lately...

Gosh I really hate the fact that I cannot seem to find the time to be alone so I can sit down & start typing away. It really does help me cope & think things through once I have it typed out. :) Well I have a lot on my mind right now. Starting from Alexas Bday Party Plans - to why cant my house EVER stay clean - to Vaccines for the baby :// I created this blog so can keep track of the kids milestones & at the same time I wanted to write out my thoughts that runs through my mind NON stop & I need to get it out of my system .

So Alexas 4th Bday was yesterday March 1 :) She got a little cold & was coughing all day . I wanted to do activities with her , but I couldnt do much cause she wasnt feeling well. Later that evening Alexs mom had everyone over at her house for dinner ( since its her bday as well ) Alexa got presents from Anna, Tanya ( sister in law ) & GMA & Great Gma :)  Alexa had a bday cake & I make delish jello. We sang her a happy Bday & she was on clouds. She felt special - i know! She couldnt stop talking about how fun her bday was . Anna set up the table for the kids with paint - Alexas favorite thing to do :) That was about it for how we spent Alexas bday.

Im at times very frustrated at how other people / girls can keep their house so clean & organized , but mine doesnt look how I would like it to for the most part. I wonder why. I try my best everyday to manage my time & clean , cook, watch after the kids, & clean some more. I dont like a messy house & I just wish I knew of a way to ALWAYS keep it clean , neat & organized. One day .. one day :) I still wonder how other families manage to keep their homes so tidy/ Help!

David is 5 months & that little guy is just getting over a cold. Ive about 4 restless nights with him now.  I was feeling poopy all day today , but somehow still managed to get through the day without a nap. He is teething , i can see two uppers & 2 lowers trying to make their way through. I have been using orajel & humphreys tablets ( not sure if those work or not for us though ) . I will creat another blog where I want to focus talking about David more ;-) He has a lot going on right now.

Ive read a few articles online today about vaccinating kids/ babies. Im very much leaning towards not to vaccinate David, although we have already gave Alexa a few , I stopped giving her shots around or before 2 years old ( I dont remember for sure ). David hasnt had any at all yet. Im planning to keep it that way unless something changes my mind. I read that they put things like mice brain & pigs blood & other nasty stuff into the shots. And those things cause different deceases. I was like WOW I dont want that for or IN my kid. Also if we dont give shots to the baby, since the vaccines are GOV operated , they can easily put something in the air & kill anyone they want. I wonder why they call it " the flu season just hit ... yesterday " is what my Pediatrician said. That really made me think. I feel like the govmnt uses shots / vaccines to control the population BIG TIME. I mean if you ask me thats a GREAT way to do it, right?! I think so! Enough said , I just dont want to vaccinate my child. I believe that God will protect us as long as His will is upon our lives. I give my family into the Lords hands. His mercy is upon us everyday. I trust & believe in that.

I should conclude this post with a little debate about what I should to for Alexas bday party. I had a few things in mind.
#1. Have Zhanas fam & Milas fam come over to the house with kids. I'll cook dinner or lunch. The kids can spend the day playing & doing crafts. I think this idea is great because Alexa will get quality time with ther friends :)
#2. Invite all Alexas cousins for ice cream & then hit the park, when kids get hungry buy pizza . Or get pizza, go to the park & then hit the ice cream shop :-)
#3. I really wanted to get the cousins together & have them create their own pizza & bake it. That will be their lunch :0)) . They can all be involved & it will be rewarding to eat what they created :)
#4. THink think think think ... grrrrr my mind doesnt stop. I am the only like this LOL! yikes!

-  I will definetly have to post the results of Alexas Party outcome :-) 



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